It's Christmas eve & I'm home not going anywhere. Why? Cuz my boyfriend's working. Kim's out to bella's birthday party with her boyfriend. V's going to meet her boyfriend. I can die out of boredom seriously. 

Fuck.

X 

I've been enduring for 5 days without him. I miss him. He's the only guy, who understand me fully. He knows why I'm sad. He knows how to make me feel better. He went to Genting and leave me in Singapore....lonely. Hah chey step emo only me. But yeah la I was lonely. Very lonely indeed!

Some even say "if you wanna go out, just call me. I'll be free." But where's all that? I even went out alone to catch a movie to keep myself busy. Sad life. But I gta thank my baby girl, Nur Hakimah for spending a night at my crib watching Hindi movies, sacrificing your sleep for me. Love you! I can't imagine my life without you Adam. You're my one and only boyfriend. I love you, only you.

And guess what! He's coming back in few hours time! I'm getting ready now. I can't wait to meet him! I got a lil surprise for him... I kinda cut my hair. Hope he'll like it. 

Ok, gotta go! chowz, x!